Smiles Miles Away

I Feel so somber,silent,
It's so hard to look
and go away.

Smiles were a distant past,
Whence Stares were a constant part

Many People ask how i do,
Yes up in my head,it's always the same
-Pain ,strain spanned all over my heart

But i would always like to say this,
I admired,
I liked,
I adored.

Whether something came into my life
or something went away from me
I'm not yet sure,
but one thing is certain

Smiles were a distant past
Whence stares were a constant part